Filed under: Friends, Insight, random, school | Tags: Emily, fear, feelings, guys, happy, Krissy, life, Melad, school, Wesley
All I can think about right now is the future. How much I want to go to college. How my idea of the future has changed so much in the last fews years… I’m still scared of the future, but I am more than willing to embrace it now. I feel like I am finally ready to live the life that I deserve. Here is the map for senior year.
SENIOR YEAR 2009-2010
- Go to as many sporting events as possible.
- Have a kick ass final homecoming.
- Work on GSA!
- Join some new clubs.
- Mantain atleast a 3.7 :]
- Get Senior Jersey : ” Disposable Teen” hehe
- Join NHS.
- Land a leading role in Fall Play.
- Be on singles for tennis.
- Be tennis captain for SECOND year <3.
- Be happy.
- Apply to all colleges early.
- Find a boy.
- Spend as much time as possible with Wes, Em, and Mel.
- Visit Kris more often.
- Have a role in the Spring Musical.
- Be ACTUAL member of youth group.
- Learn to play guitar.
- Go to Yale for Spring Break with Wes :]
- GET A JOB!
- Save money for Europe
- Have a bitchin time at Prom.
- Look AMAZING at Graduation.
- Grow hair out.
- Get a car?
- Get second tattoo.
- Do all the “senior” things…
Thats about it for right now. It seems like a good list. I have goals and I think that almost ALL of these are attainable. I can’t wait. I just don’t want to loose that motivation and drive to do this all. I also am a little worried that I am going to run myself ragged. I want to enjoy my senior year, not jampack it and let it run past me….
Filed under: AWESOME, Friends, love | Tags: Emily, Friendship, Krissy, Living, love, Melad, Michael, Poetry, Travis, Trevor, Wesley
I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart
I am never without it
anywhere I go you go, my dear
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling
I fear no fate for you are my fate, my sweet
I want no world for beautiful you are my world, my true
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart .
– E.E. Cummings
This is the most amazing poem ever written. I dedicate this is all the people I love, all the people that are carried in my heart, all the people that matter. Without you, my tree would die. Actually, I don’t think that it would be there in the first place. You are the reason I get up and breathe everyday. I love you.
Krissy <3
Wesley <3
Travis <3
Michael <3
Melad <3
Emily <3
Trevor <3
Filed under: AWESOME, Friends, random | Tags: AHHHH, AWESOME, Christmas, Excited, Florida, Krissy, love, Melad, Travis, Wigilia
I get to see all my friends soon :] Christmas break is like 5 days away and I am sooo excited. So many things are happening during break. My cousin Ashleigh’s Sweet Sixteen, Melad’s Birthday, Nada’s Birthday, CHRISTMAS!, Wigilia, and of course, going to Florida and the bahamas with Krispy. I can’t wait man. Can it be Friday now so that I can go to Frankenmuth with Krissy and Sarah NOW! Lmao. I am just really happy. The only bummer to x-mas break is not seeing Travis for two weeks. Hopefully his parents will let him hang out with me. No biggie though, I will talk to him. I am sure.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
Everything is coming so soon. In a matter of like weeks, it will be 2009 man! I can’t wait to write my first blog of 2009 :]
P.S. Nirvana is the shit man.
Filed under: AWESOME, Friends, random | Tags: AWESOME, David, Friends, Melad, Samir
I am now sitting in the room of two freshman boys and it is sooo weird. They are adorable though… They are my friends Mellie’s little brothers. Their names are Samir and David. David is hovering over me right now. Creeper. :] Haha. He laughed.
Samir is such a bitch man. I want to smack him. He is pissing me the fuck off!!!! I love me some Mellie though <3 She is the biggest sweetheart that I know. I don’t know what I would do without her. I am so glad I met her last year :]
I am going to go now… It is weird sitting/kneeling here while everyone (except Samir) watching me type. Peaceee
Filed under: AWESOME, Friends | Tags: Amazing, AWESOME, Dinner, Fall play, Food, Friends, Fun, Joe, Melad, Night of January 16th, Wesley
Last night was amazingly amazing!
- I had an amazing performance.
- Wesley, Melad, and Kevin came to the show.
- My mom, Greg, and Dianne came to the show as well.
- My let me have the car for the night.
- I didn’t break anything… on the car.
- The cast dinner was sooo much fun.
- I kissed Joe, the sexy boy, and EVERYONE wanted him.
- Wes got a little jealous and it was adorable.
- I made it home before curfew.
- IT WAS JUST PLAIN OLE’ AMAZING.
