Thoughts from an Unknown.

I have been dealing with soo much crap lately.

1. My brother just found out that I messed around with one of his friends.

2. The play is in like a week and a half, and I still have to get half the props.

3. School is stressful.

4. I suck at math.

5. My cousin is moving into my old house.

6. I think this girl likes me.

7. I like this guy.

8. I rarely see my brother.

9. I am trying to get my nose peirced.

10. I am also trying to get a tattoo as well.

Ron is soo pissing me off. He is such an asshole sometimes!!!!!! I choose not to elaborate at this time.

God.

All I can say was this weekend was a blast. Me and some of my friends drove up to Michigan State on the long awaited weekend. We have been planning this trip FOREVER (well, like a month and a half). It started off kind of bumpy with a late start and Ron being an asshole. He does this thing were if it’s not about him…well then fuck it. We were supposed to leave at like 5:30 and we didn’t leave till like 7:30….Krissy was pissed and I was too. I miss Sarah and Lorenzo and it kind of seemed like Krissy and I were the only ones REALLY excited. Scratch that…Gabby was too. Ron was, but it was for the wrong reasons. He just wanted to go and party. He kept saying that he wasn’t even going to sleep, that he was going to walk around and hook up with some random guy. We knew he wasn’t going to. Okay….back to the story. The drive there takes about an hour so we got there safely around 8:30. We usually get lost going ANYWHERE and this time we didn’t, but of course I had to fuck it up and jinks it by saying ,”Hey guys we haven’t gotten lost!!” We then proceeded to get lost and pass Sarah’s dorm about three times. The only reason we found it is because we decided to pull over so that I could ask some hot guys were the hall was…go figure. The hot guys turn out to be Lorenzo and two of his friends. We all bum rush into Sarah’s room and greet her with a heart full of love. We meet Lorenzo’s friends Matt and Kyle. Alcohol is of course sitting on the floor and I am grinning. Krissy is the first to have a drink. Hers was kind of weak so I have Renzo make me a drink…Like 3 or 4 shots of Bacardi Lémon and Sprite. Everyone tells me that my drink is way strong, but not really (in my opinion). I drink.

We then walk to this party which was soo fucking far away. I am being loud as fuck because at this point I am tipsy and buzzed so I’m screaming random shit and tripping. It was all in good fun. We get to the apartment and Kris starts to feel REALLY bad so we go to the bathroom and hold her hair back while she pukes her guts out. Poor honey had WAY tooo much for her to drink for her tiny little body. Funny thing is I had WAY more than her and I was completely fine. I had way more than Gabby too and I was fine. I wanted to play beer pong, but I had to be there for my lovie. I still had a good time.

We end up leaving and walking back to the dorm so that we can get yummy take out. It was really good and only costs me like nothing.

We sleep. I share a tiny twin size bed with Gabby. Not that confortable. Then it got hot. Then I kept getting jabbed by this stupid metal thing in the side of the bed. It sucked.

We wake up. Breakfast. Yummy. Free.

Walk around the campus. Beautiful. BIG. Feet hurt. Bubble Tea.

Lorenzo’s dorm.

Bus back to Sarah’s dorm. (OMG) The bus was soo weird. They were really long and there are a lot of turns so it has this thing in the middle were the bus literally BENDS in the middle. Freaky.

Then we have to leave. Lots of tears.

I miss Sarah and Lorenzo and State and the Alcohol.

I then begin to think on the ride home that I may consider State for college. I always knew that I would go to U of M because I have the scholarship for a full ride. I’m starting to think that maybe living away from home and getting the WHOLE college experience would be good for me. Idk. It’s defidently on the maybe list. I am currently looking up scholarships so that I can apply for ALL of them and send my ass to college.

Once again…God…

My name is Janelle. I am 15. I have an awesome Best friend named Krissy. She is the one that haas forced me to make this Blog. I figured that as my first blog I would do a random one about who I am. I know that this will not be a life altering piece of literature, but what the hell. I love poetry and reading. I like to read real life seeming stories. I hate the fantasy stuff I have been hurt so many times that I have become a very pesamisic person. I hope for the best and I always seem to get the worst, but when you hope for the worst you usually get something even more worse. I try to be mature, but hey I’m a kid….You can only expect so much. I love alone time away from the world, but yet I love to hang out with my friends. Krissy is and always will be my number one. She is one of the best things that has happened to me in to the last year and a half. She is always here for me and I for her. As you can read by my tagline I hate when people pass judgement on thing that they don’t understand. I try not to…but I won’t say that I never do. I have always been judged so I feel horrible when I say shit about other people. I am a normal teenager. I do pass judgment on people, only I do it with people that I DO know. If not then I don’t talk shit. Life has pretty much been sucky. I live with my mom. I barely see my brother. My father is dead. I live basically on microwavable food. I am always at school…even when I don’t need to be. I am really into theatre. I got beat out for the lead by my best friend. JK. I got beat by someone who is an extremely good actress and deserves the role. I will play tennis in the spring. I used to play soccer. I am a member of the thespian troop at my school (number unknown). I learn to deal with shit when it is handed to me. I want to major in Communications when I go to college. I will go to the University of Michigan. I have a full ride scholship there so unless I get one somewhere else that is my future. I’m done. I don’t want to type anymore. No one will read this anyways.